If ever I needed best diet pills it would be now. You see, I am getting married in a month and a half. You see, I have not gone on any semblance of a diet or exercise program whatsoever. Of course, anytime I mention something like this to the boy he gets mad at me and tells me he loves me the way I am and doesn’t want me changing. I had toyed with it in the back of my mind, that I should be watching what I eat and that kind of thing, but that thought never quite made it to the front of my mind. My latest thought has been I should go for at least one walk a day every day in September. Do I see myself sticking to that? Ummm…I guess we’ll see, won’t we!

As much as I didn’t want it to happen and even perhaps had half fooled myself into thinking it wouldn’t happen, it has.  I have been CONSUMED with wedding planning, it has taken over my life.  It feels like most things I do or think about these days have to do with…WEDDING.  I didn’t want this to happen, I wanted to have time to still do other things, like, oh, I don’t know…GO CAMPING.  But, the boy and I have not been out even ONCE this year, and that saddens me greatly, because if ever we could use a break, now would be the time!!